Saturday, December 24, 2011

I miss Darby!!!

He's been gone now since 2008, but it feels like forever. I can't handle this time of year so I'm doing no Christmas. No tree, gifts....nothing. Without Darby I'm not complete. I'm like just bullshitting my way through everyday hoping it will be my last. God is not fair. I can't stand life without him, but suicide has not helped me. I'm just scarred inside and out. I'm sad, I have to go now. Bye.

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