Thursday, July 21, 2011

Heard his voice.

I can the person that added to my sorrow after 3 years. Anger, inquizative, but he called me back. I tried but hang up. Felt weird, like we had never even had met...but we did. He had no answer for my question. He was stern-voiced. Whatever Mr wonderfully troubled person!


I hate these feelings!

Questions without answers... Nowhere to hide from the thoughts in my mind...Crying, sadness beyond belief, that no one understands. I asked "her" today in a Facebook message if she was the one who said those lies to THEM, and my life living hell started. Will she be honest with herself and me? The guilt is going to kill me if I never get the truth.


Friday, February 25, 2011

Thank God for....Friends!

God must have known there would be times
We'd need a word of cheer,
Someone to praise a triumph
Or brush away a tear.

He must have known we'd need to share
The joy of "little things"
In order to appreciate
The happiness life brings.

I think He knew our troubled hearts
Would sometimes throb with pain,
At trials and misfortunes,
Or goals we can't attain.

He knew we'd need the comfort
Of an understanding heart
To give us strength and courage
To make a fresh, new start.

He knew we'd need companionship,
Unselfish... lasting... true,
And so God answered the heart's great need
With cherished friends... like you!

Thursday, February 24, 2011

Why do I continue to.....

Post these fucking blogs? It's not like anyone ever reads them, damn it!! I have my first blog site, that I have followers, but nooooo, I had to try something different. Well hell!!! Does anyone read the Blogger blogs? Are the people that do read the blogs on this site complete idiots and only read their friends posts? Unlike me, which I do feel superior over most humans, am going to go on a quest to read & comment on as many blogs as I possible can on this God-forsaken site! So I'm off!! (as I talk to myself once again!) Ciao.

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