WTF??

Yes I'm still awake damn it!! :-(

Damn it I cant sleep again!@

I hate it when its 2 am and I can't fall sleep. It's been 2 nights without any shut eye. Im going to go see my doctor and get sleeping pills. I'm so tired I'm shaking. Pisses me off!!

*Ciao*

You bitch

[I'm pissed, tired, hungry, and am really angry at humans that lie to me. Fuck off Charmain!!]

About last night.

I was ready to throw in the towel and revert back to how I use to be and make people pay for fucking me over. You know....revenge, BUT.....I tossed and turned all night and decided not to let me go back to being a vengeful, rotten, pay you back for bad things you've done to me. People can go fuck themselves!!! Thank you and have a Bitchen day.

Today has been rough for me. I'm done.

Today has been rough for me. I'm done.

Coolio Hewlio.

http://www.appsgeyser.com/70569

http://www.appsgeyser.com/70569

At Dennys

I'm sitting here waiting for a table & thus place is packed. OMG doesn't anyone stay at home & eat?! I'm in the mood for a Super Bird & pie. ttyl8r!!!

lol remember...

It's Christmas time in Harlem Queens? Awesome!! ;-* to you all out there.

*Ciao*

I cant even blog without....

Tears running down my face onto my phone. I just need something to ease the pain that I feel in my head/heart. Death cannot come soon enough. Life isn't working for me. I need peace, comfort from Darbys or Christophers touch. I have to believe that the pain will pass but it never does. Let me go God. Take me in your arms and never let me go!! :-(

[Fuck Christmas!!!]

I'm giving up till April

I miss you Darby & CJ!! Without you two I'm done. Kill me now and put me out of my misery. Finished!! :-(

My 1st blog here and....

It's yet another Xmas without Darby. It's been since 2008 that he was last here for the holidays. Christmas was "our" holiday....making chex mix, decorating the tree WTH popcorn strands, singing christmas carols....just doing what we did every year. After Darby was killed I stopped celebrating christmas. It pains me so from Thanksgiving thru New Years. I haven't been sleeping, crying at the sound of Xmas cartoons, just feel empty & sad/depressed. I just have to make it thru new years, then thru January cuz that's when he died,then past March 31st, would be his 15th birthday. God let me be with him soon. I'm no good down here anymore. I love you my Doodlez!! Mommy will be with you soon..(I hope) Good night my son..Merry Christmas. :-(

*Ciao*

Check this site out.

Check out this android app: Appsfire for Android

This Droid app is weird but worth checking out.

Check out this android app: Appsfire for Android

Ho Ho Ho!!

Merry Xmas eve everyone. May you all have your dreams come true!! *Ciao* for now. :0)

Good night cruel world!!

Until tomorrow so I have to go through another fucking day. Thanks!!!

I miss Darby!!!

He's been gone now since 2008, but it feels like forever. I can't handle this time of year so I'm doing no Christmas. No tree, gifts....nothing. Without Darby I'm not complete. I'm like just bullshitting my way through everyday hoping it will be my last. God is not fair. I can't stand life without him, but suicide has not helped me. I'm just scarred inside and out. I'm sad, I have to go now. Bye.

Some cute pics....enjoy!!

Why bother??

I made friends with 2 women since I moved out here and both of them turned out to be BIG DISAPPOINTMENTS!!! So now I have to tell them to go f themselves and don't come around anymore. It's sad when people take advantage of other peoples kindness,ya know? I need to have better judgement next time I pick my friends. Sucks to be me right now!! :-(

Moving day.

God I hate moving & I'm doing it again. I had to move because my bitch of a landlord raised my rent, where I'm at now, $100.00. So I'm moving into a smaller unit for $600.00 s month, but christs sake, I HATE MOVING!!!!! Does anyone out there care to come help me?? I didn't think so.(ugh). *Ciao* for now. :-(

Fun at California Adventure at Disney Resort !!

WTF is up with my blog??

Another great app program.

I've been using AppBrain App Market and I think you might like it. Check it out from your Android phone: http://market.android.com/search?q=pname:com.appspot.swisscodemonkeys.apps

Blogging and me.

My issues I'm having with my blogs is my damn passwords won't work. Now o do admit that I had to change some of them to the hackers that keep nailing my accounts, but I've written them down so they should work, right....nope homie won't play that & no even my yahoo acct is froze. Damn, damn, damn!!

Never again...

Will I go to a casino again, unless there's free hard drinks. You need to be 3/4 degrees trashed to stay there longer before you lose your fricken mind and freak out. The ringing and the chining drove me nuts...honest! So nevertheless, I'm still awake and its 4:00 am, but I just got home 45 minutes ago. Damn casinos. What a scheme they have going on there. The Big Bucks they're making. Incredible, honest to God. Okay I'm done running off with the mouth.  *Ciao*  (wink).   :0)
P.S. don't you just love the pic I posted in this blog?? I think its awesome. Bye!!!

Apps, apps, apps. :-)

Get this cool Android App

Dummy!!

My poor little bear got arrested for trafficing. Dumb bear. Now he's ruined his whole life!!!

At the casino

Never go to a casino with your paycheck you've just cashed!! I'm not a gambler, but I was invited, so here I be....bored & want to go home.

WTH???

http://moblog.net/latest/

No clue!!??!!

I've been using Fun For Mobile and I think you might like it. Check it out from your Android phone: http://market.android.com/search?q=pname:com.FunForMobile

All I see is iphone apps

Can't a girl go online and find some damn Android apps? I mean I found some sites but they sucked. Oh well should have bought an iPhone, right?!

Too many blog site

As I've been cruising the super highway that most call it the internet, I've come to find out that "blogging" is all the rage now, and I've even jumped on the bandwagon. Yet, not all blog sites are the same. Blogger.com is one I really enjoy, Wordpress.com...blah! I could go on and on but I'll spare you the agony that I've been going through these past couple of months....yikes. But we all know that Bitchen to one person could be dirtclods to another. So, thank you for coming & reading this post, and please come back again. *Ciao*

WTF??

I know I have to keep this blog "clean" but sometimes, for my own sanity, blow up in my blog, ya know. If you do it outside of yourself people think your nuts. So what to do, what to do?!?!

Wow, how the days fly by.

I can't believed I haven't blogged in like 2-3 days, not that anyone read this blog. Is anybody out there?!?! :-(

It's still about you, d*mn it!!

The hardest thing about realizing you don't love me., is that you spent so much time pretending that you did. A million words would not bring you back, I know because I've tried. Neither would a million tears, I know because I've cried. Don't cry over someone who won't cry over you. Hate is a strong word, but I really, really, really dont like you. Being hurt by someone sucks, but being hurt by someone you love is just the worst.

I want to tell you random things about myself.

I'd first off like to tell you that my friends do not call me Lisa, they call me Lexie. I'm 5'10" tall and have an okay body for having kids, and a number of other surgeries. I love my 3 cats that live at my moms house. I love the 3 cats here at my apartment even though they aren't mine.*darn it* I love pizza & mexican food, not talking Taco Bell either. I love the video "Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas" with Johnny Depp and that Del Torro actor. Best movie & I watch it every day. Sometimes 2-3 times a day.
Okay, there....now you know something about me, why not tell me a little about yourself? It's only fair!! LOL Ciao!

A kiss to never forget!

We pull closer...closer....
breathe in each others scent..
Our tongues reach out to taste...
to dance together...twisting....turning...
I pull his tongue into my mouth....
taste it....suck it....draw it deeper... deeper.....
the dance continues....
gets more urgent....frenzied...
he draws my tongue into his mouth... sucking it....
I taste him.... the urgency and heat mounts...
my insides clench....tighten...
as we play ....as we tease....
our bodies fused together....
liquid heat runs through me.....
I am melting....wanting.....needing....
he runs his teeth over my tongue... nibbling it...biting it....
I am nearing the edge...... his teeth...his tongue...
his warm wet mouth.....
His kiss ....... orgasmic pleasure....
like never before....

My poor laptop.

My laptop crashed 2 days ago & now its acting all weird, dang it!!! Only happens to me......only me.

posted from Bloggeroid

What the hell is this messy code mess?

posted from Bloggeroid

Another unesting fact #?

A violin contains about 70 separate pieces of wood. I found this kind of interesting because to me, I never thought it would have that many parts of wood. Oh well, we learn something new every day! Ciao.

JPGAGPFPT

This is ridiculous!!!

As of 2006, 200 million blogs were left without updates. What a bunch of wankers & times/space wasters!! I mean sure I've tried out new blog sites, but when they suck, I'm not going to even go any further on that site, but I never just start a site & leave it high & dry. Give me the addresses of all of those lonely blogs...I'll write on them. (LOL) *wink* You all have a good day & don't stop posting on your blogs!!
Sh*theads!!

Crackheads....Geeze!!

All the do is humming change, boosting anything that may sell for crack, or they just break into an empty apartment, make a big fucking mess, then just move on. I try to help the homeless, cuz they're all not crackheads but sad to say around here, that's all they are. Gimmie, Gimmie, Gimmie. Pathetic!!! Irritated, but you are asking yourself how do I know this?? Well I live in crackhead central in the I.E. you all and I see it every f*cking day of my boring life. They are their own breed!! Just don't give them any change because they're not buying food. they're buying a $5.00 bag, smoking it all up in like probably 10 minutes & back panhandling again. Sheesh!! Ciao for now you all. Take care!!

The masses of Weirdness online for todays blog!!

1. http://www.shaddowdomain.com/

2. http://ww35.bitsnbitesezine.com/

3. http://www.webweirdness.com/

4. http://www.strangewebsites.com/

5. http://www.strangewebsites.com/

Now usually I tell you what the sites are but I'm in the mood to just let ya go run free through the weirdness of the web and see for yourself what I look at all day long, and blog a lot about. It's all harmless fun but remember, "People do put virus's in programs,photos,clip arts,software, and emailed to you so watch out & run your anti-virii!! Okay go run free my weird new little babies!! Ciao.

Freinds are.......

A friend is someone we turn to
when our spirits need a lift.
A friend is someone we treasure
for our friendship is a gift.
A friend is someone who fills our lives
with beauty, joy, and grace.
And makes the whole world we live in
a better and happier place.

1. A blink lasts approximately 0.3 seconds.
2. A fetus that is four months old, will becomes startled and turn away if a light is flashed on the mother's stomach.
3. The world's largest coffee pot is located in Davidson, Saskatchewan. It measures 24 Feet(7.3 Meters) tall, is made of sheet metal and could hold 150,000 8 ounce cups of coffee.
4. The Tokyo World Lanes Bowling Center is the largest bowling establishment in the world. It has 252 lanes and one very tired pinsetter.
5. The longest Monopoly game ever played was 1,680 hours long, that's 70 straight days!
6.The World's Largest yo-yo resides in the National Yo-Yo Museum in Chico, California. Named "Big Yo," the 256-pound yo-yo is an exact scale replica of a Tom Kuhn "No Jive 3 in 1 Yo-Yo." Fifty inches tall and 31.5 inches wide, the yo-yo is made of California sugar pine, Baltic birch from the former USSR, and hardrock maple. It was first launched in San Francisco on October 13, 1979.
That's all for now but I promise I'll be bloggin tomorrow!! Ciao for now. (wink)

What happened to the social communities??

The social community like Facebook or Mobion have really taken a serious shit now that the advertisers have gotten ahold of them. I still search out for new sites before everyone and their fricking moms find them and then they go down the drain. "Sign on with your Facebook or Twitter account. Jesus man do you feel me out there? Help us all dear webmaster in the sky!!!"

What's a "Buttrocker?"

So I'm here listening to the radio & some guy won tickets to Guns & Roses, and he said gnarely dude I'm really excited because I'm a "Buttrocker." Now I ask you, what is a buttrocker? Perhaps I'll call the radio station and ask them. Hmmm. Whatever it is, keep me far away from it!! LMAO!!! (sheesh...lol)

Most free blog sites don't.....

Measure up do they?!?! I've been checking out other blog siates and A- they either continously dropping everything you've just tried to post, or they give you no room to do squat on thee blog site, or they are not actually free, just a d*mn ploy to get your information. Take..www.thoughts,com this site has crashed on me 4 times in the past 45 minutes, so you know what I did, tried to get a hold of cust. service, but it's too late, so I deleted what I started. Stay away from there!! I'll be blogging on other blog sites but for my money, or time spent online, my vote still goes here blogger.com!!

National Fritter day is finally here!!

When : Always December 2

Today is National Fritters Day, Aren't we all lucky that this this special day has finally arrived!?

Before you can begin to celebrate this very important day, you need to know what a "fritter" is. Many people do not know, making it all the more fun to eat your first fritter today. A fritter is a fried cake or dough with fruit or meats inside.

Whatever you do, do not fritter this day away without eating at least one fritter.

Happy National Fritters Day!

Origin of National Fritters Day:
Despite our diligent efforts, we have yet to find the critter who created fritters, or Fritters Day. Nor, did we find factual information about this day.

There was some reference to this as a "National Day". However, we found no congressional records or presidential proclamation.