Thursday, July 21, 2011

Heard his voice.

I can the person that added to my sorrow after 3 years. Anger, inquizative, but he called me back. I tried but hang up. Felt weird, like we had never even had met...but we did. He had no answer for my question. He was stern-voiced. Whatever Mr wonderfully troubled person!


I hate these feelings!

Questions without answers... Nowhere to hide from the thoughts in my mind...Crying, sadness beyond belief, that no one understands. I asked "her" today in a Facebook message if she was the one who said those lies to THEM, and my life living hell started. Will she be honest with herself and me? The guilt is going to kill me if I never get the truth.